"when you can't run anymore, you crawl. and when you can't crawl--when you can't do that--"
"you find someone to carry you."
This is STICKERSPLAT'S super secret journal. Except it's not really that super or secret, but there you have it. Odds are you do not know who I actually am and I would like to KEEP IT THAT WAY because as I said: this is my super secret journal. :|d

I was watching this, and I felt so nostalgic because of the song that plays when Eunhyuk, Shindong, and Eeteuk dance. I'm not sure why, but it reminds me of elementary school. The dance that they're doing helps add onto that, because it's sort of like . . . an assembly-type thing. Like, something they'd make us do during the Terry Fox run assemblies, for warm-ups or something. I don't know. Anyway, I kind of want to relive that. :)

I AM SO DISSATISFIED WITH THIS LAYOUT BUT RIGHT NOW I DON'T CARE.

Also I hate having to figure out how to customize this properly. :| I want to put this up on my actual journal already but augh as;ldkgj. DD:

;alkgj;a I HATE IT WHEN THE SOLUTION TO A QUESTION IS SO FUCKING EASY oh my god OF COURSE of course you just add up the debits and credits and get the difference between them a;lfkgja;g FUCKTARD GOD WHAT IS THIS FUCKITRY AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH I'M SO MAD AT MYSELF.

I want to go into the middle of the ocean or the top of a mountain and scream at the top of my lungs, where no one will be able to hear me.

. . . going back felt really nice.

If only the others were there, too.

have you ever felt like crying just because you want to cry? right now, that's me. i'm deliberatly reading through a post filled with sad or touching moments from various series so that i can cry.

i started off feeling very low and worthless. then i felt cheered up by one of the series i follow, then felt like crying because what i was reading felt so goddamn /touching/. so i decided to go to the post that i'm reading right now, which i bookmarked a long time ago with the heading: if you want a good cry.

. . . then mirrors started playing and.

yeah.

THERE IS A FOUL TASTE IN MY MOUTH

DO NOT WANT

AUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUGH

it doesn't HURT but it's damn UNCOMFORTABLE also i am PARANOID that i have dry sockets. TWO OF 'EM (MAYBE EVEN THREE NOW)

can it be next week now pls

. . . man what is wrong with me.

i am so going to fail my exam tomorrow because of this stupid mess

IT'S LIKE A TRAIN WRECK

I CANNOT STOP REFRESHING THE PAGE

fuck fuck fuck

I have absolutely no drive at all, and that fact is seriously just causing me to fall into a bout of depression.

(Man am I emo.)

OKAY SO TODAY I JUST FIGURED OUT THAT

.oO( . . . )

IS A THOUGHT BUBBLE

wow am i slow

THIS SHOULDN'T BE SO FUCKING HARD

Bushwhacked shooting script: http://www.timminear.net/archives/firefly/000118.html

from here (re: suikoden v manga)

http://www.konami.jp/mobile/d53/index.html
http://www.konami.jp/mobile/d53/ty_genso.html#
http://www.konami.jp/mobile/d53/gsdv.swf

I NEED TO BE CONVINCED NOT TO MAKE MY SUPER SECRET JOURNAL.

I, I mean, this journal is perfectly suitable for a post saying "MAN NOW I REALLY WANT TO BE FASHIONABLE I WISH I HAD FASHION SENSE" after watching Devil Wears Prada. :(

Man I'm shallow.

Now that was fun.

Felt comfortable; felt nice.

Want to do that again some time.